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Sunday, June 19, 2005

This is not goodbye, this is starting over

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."

"You don't have to hold on to the pain to hold on to the memory."

"We are not friends for the laughs we spend, but the tears we save."
- Nikki Giovanni

"For when two beings who are not friends are near each other there is no meeting, and when friends are far apart there is no separation."
- Simone Weil

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Long Long ago......

Been very long since i update my blog.... was really busy and shag.... excuses maybe...

Been in camp for 3 wks serving RCP (restriction of cadet privileges) meaning cannot book out, have to report to HQ every 2 hrs which is a freaking 1.5km away from my wingline...... totally sucky.....

Been through Exercise Spade during my these few wks of MIA (missing in action), can easily say its one of the worst outfield exercise. Previous post i was complaining the lack of slp in platoon fieldcamp, this was worst. Started on mon, ended on thursday, grand total sleep of............. 2hr 30mins, excluding the time i dozed off during stand-to and alert (shhhhh). Imagine this little amt of slp and u still had to dig 1 shellscrape and 1 fire trench and other shit stuffz.... enuff said

2 days ago, thursday, we had a 16km roadmarch with platoon organic weapons, including GPMG...... very little rest inbetween each 4km checkpt and more than the expecting 4km. All this resulted in super painful shoulder and abrasion on the groin area..... After that got reppelling lesson. Than OCCT (close combat training), than a combat engineer theory test for 3+hrs..... nearly dead man.

Yesterday,friday, we did rappelling in the morning, its was so damn cool and fun =D. Had my Cohesion ball at Crown Prince. Sylvia was my date for the nite... best frend indeed =) Activities weren't that bad, but the food was plain simple. The ball was the last gathering for our wing, cos most of us had to leave DELTA for support arms, or medicine or some scholarship thing.... Went to Choco Latte in MS after that with a few of my best buddies in OCS. The music there was so gd its pumping adrenaline into me all nite. Had plenty of drinks to go along and we danced non-stop for 3hr+..... damn shagged but damn shiok. Went out of the club feeling quite farked, din know the rest (another 3guys) were even worst. One vomitted, luckily not on me... phew~ Know when u are drunk you tend to talk nonsense? But i believe what we said yesterday during the end was from our hearts, after all the shit we had been through..............
Reached hm around 4+ after sending my buddy date hm.

Woke up by some calls this morning, ended up playing soccer at 1100hrs with a bad hangover.... now u understand my passion for soccer huh?!

[Fate may have brought us together, but if it tries to separate us, i will kill it]